Ashley Victoria Jean Wolpert

Hey girlie,

Just got done reading everyones memories...... Man, did so many people have such great ones with you. I read the ones from you mom and hooch and it brings tears to my eyes, I can literally feel my heart breaking. We all miss you so much. Nothing has been the same without your smiling face and vibrant personality. I sit back and think how different it has been without you. You were always the one to hold things together. Since you were taken from us things have changed so much. I cant even try to explain how badly we want you back Ash. We love you, you know that!! We never stop thinking about you or talking about you! You will forever live in my heart! I LOVE YOU!  

hey ashley think about you everyday more than once a day aunt bird gave me awesome framed pics of you for x-mas so i can look at you all the time and remember how wonderful you are and the great times. yesterday i heard you ain't never had a friend like me- from aladdin. and i thought of your play in school when you were the genie from aladdin and you sang that song. you totally rocked it too. i remember i was so proud of you :) and you have always made me proud and you still do. alexandria reminds me SO much of you when you were little her looks, her personality  and just the little things she does are so you. keep watching down over all of us i know you are :)

 

My mom is a survivor

My mom is a survivor, or so I’ve heard it said.

But I can hear her crying at night,

When all others are in bed.

I watch her lay awake at night

And go to hold her hand.

She doesn’t know I’m with her

To help her understand,

But like the sands on the beach

That never wash away…,

I watch over my surviving mom

Who thinks of me each day.

She wears a smile of disguise!

But through heavens door

I see tears flowing from her eyes.

My mom tries to cope with death;

To keep my memory alive,

It is her way to survive

As I watch over my surviving mom,

Through heavens open door,

I try to tell her the angels,

 Protect me forever more!

I know that doesn’t help her,

Or ease the burden she bears,

So if you get a chance, go visit her,

Show her that you care.

For no matter what she says,

No matter what she feels,

My mom has a broken heart

That time won’t ever heal ……..

 

 

hey i am so glad that your mom and kat got to talk for a bit , ikno carrie is up there now too , so im hoping you guys are all up there giving all of us stregth to go on look after cam for me he needs you and so does alexandria i know ur mom said she's sick so hopefully you can wrap your arms around her tonight and help  her feel better soon , it  seems to get harder not easier as the days go on bc it only makes me realize that your not coming back , but i know you saw me saturday and you were prob laughing your butt off lol yea i was bad hahaha i guess i'll  have to write more later love you always chelse and cam man

Missing You Ashley!  Hope you and Lizzie keep watching over all of us!!!

ash , i know you watched over cam when he was in the hospital i really wish you were here bc you woulda talked me through all the crap they had to do to him i know you woulda went with me too since you would have known what they were doing ,i cried when i had to sleep there and i told hec "i wish ash was here she woulda came down" i know you helped him out alot and watched over him i miss you so much love you always  chelse and camerin

dear ashley. time is going on and is seems that only yesterday, you were taken from us. i just feel that you are going to walk through the door, smiling, singing and saying " I,m hungry, what's for supper...lets do "great wall" or i  need money so i can go out and eat with the girls...miss our special times together watching those tv shows or you trying to get me to go to park city for a little shopping trip. our lives have changed in the worst way. we will see you again one day but until then, we smile a little less and we laugh a little less. so many of your friends miss you, as does your family. you were the best daughter in the world to me and i was always proud of you no matter what . the best thing that you ever did was to become a mother and how happy you were to have such a beautiful little girl. i will remember the day you found out you were having a baby girl and watching you give birth to alexandria. you are in my heart forever. i love you

hey ash. its the new year now. i really missed you on new years eve. for the past so many years we've spent new years eve together! wow they were some CrAzY times. i will never forget them. and the time i was first home from the af and you hugged me so many times and told about a milion how much you missed me. i wish you could come back so i could tell you how much i miss you now. i know the you visit me in my dreams but i wish they were real. things will never be the same without you and the stoo we know. bless her for us and bring her back to us. alexandria is *beautiful* and looks and acts soo much like you. heres a lil pic of her that my mom took. i thought it was cute! love you ash!

Ash by Keisha Smith

When a loved one dies,

Your whole world goes black,

There's nothing you can do,

But wish to go back.

 

It was August 11^th, 2007,

I awoke from a phone call,

Ashley Victoria Jean’s in heaven,

It totally surprised us all.

 

I never said goodbye to her,

And it kills me everyday,

But I did tell her I loved her,

And I still do to this day.

 

Your little girl is beautiful,

She looks just like you,

She’s loved for and cared for,

And you know that it’s true.

 

Who? What? Where? When? and Why?,

Everyone wishes they knew the answers,

Why you Ash? Why did you die?,

And still no one knows the answers.

 

Every 11^th marks another month,

That we must go on without you,

I still keep in touch with the family,

Every time we talk it’s always about you.

 

They tell me Michael got a new car,

And Sean is growing up so fast,

We always being up the river,

And how it won’t be like the past.

 

Well Ash it was fun,

And I’ll see you again someday,

Please save me a seat,

Right next to you, okay!

 

So from ashes to ashes,

And from dust to dust,

I’ll never forget the crash,

That took Ashley from us.

If Only

If only I had one more day
To call you one more time
To tell you that I loved you
To be careful when you drive

and to be carful where you go

and who your with

If only I had one more day
To hear your joyous voice
To see that smile one more time
To hear those playful words

If only I had one more day
To see your sparkling eyes

To hear another crazy story
To listen to your laugh

and to have your huggs and support


If only I had one more day
To see that tan car
and that nursing uniform and white hat

If only I had one more day
But the fact is I don't
I must go on without goodbye
Trusting that with time I'll cope

I miss you everyday your gone
But I know I'll see you soon
Cause you'll be right there at heavens door
And then  I'll finally get to hug you

If only I had one more day......................

ash.. its been a while since i wrote but that dosent mean your not on my mind constantly.. its touching and its pulls on everyones heart strings when we read all the memories people write to you. you touched so many people in your 21 years! toni and i went up to visit your mom, ed and alexandria tonight.. all i can think of is how beautiful that little girl of yours is and how much she reminds me of you, and when she runs up to give me a hug in some way i beleive its a piece of you giving me a hug too:) i just hold her tight for a second until she runs back to her room full of toys, dont you worry ash.. she is just fine.. we all care so much about that little girl.. and her you will be the best guardian angel ever for her, watching her from Heaven.. i love you ashley & i cherish the many years of friendship we shared.. keep shining on*gone but never forgotten*rest in peace

ash omg i know you saw mammaws living room but she got soooo much stuff haha and jack got her a power wheels it was great and becky got her croks (sp?) and now she wont take them off they are the kind with the fleece lining she was so happy when she opened them  and belive me she was very well loved haha she was helping with baby of course to and stealing ppl's  food at paps when they were'nt looking i miss you so much and christmas def woulda been different  if you were here i wouldnt have been alone at everyones house and only you understand what i mean ! i know you saw alexandrias swing in mikes basement too when they told me that i started buggin haha  i think she got all of toys r'us ,well girl i miss you and love you and it wasnt the same 

first christmas without you and everyone who loves you, will be thinking that tonight just isn't the same. we all know that you will be with us and will be looking down, smiling, saying it's ok, i'm fine up here. just remembering how you would open one gift every christmas eve, knowing that it had to be something for you to wear that night....alexandria will have a good christmas with her family and friends and you know that she will get way to many toys.....but it's all about children. keep watch over us and we will get by. i love you....

ASHLEY VICTORIA JEAN WOLPERT, LPN

 

Today is the day Ash...your big day!  I know you would have been soooo happy!  To make it thru nursing school and start making some $$$!!!  It was all you wanted to do was to get a good job and take care of Alexandria. Im sooo proud of what you accomplished!  We'll be at your graduation tonite in your memory and to be there for your mom...she was SOOO proud of you Ashley!  I know you'll be there with all your classmates to cheer them on!  I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH<3

hey ash ,hooch had a good birthday ... she's a good bowler ! haha anyway i know you see everything so i dont even gotta say anything about it but thanks for helping me not to cry  and we signed a bowling pin for you ! love you lots

ash its getting closer and closer to christmas.... its really going to be hard on christmas eve when your not here. i was thinking today about all the christmas eves we spent together. i dont think we ever missed one.  i remember the time i was openned a gift your mom bought me and you were so mad when you saw what it was because you went snooping through the presents and thought that she got it for you! i know you'll be with us this christmas eve, but it just wont be the same. i love you ash.... and i miss you very much.

 

p.s i knew you would get a good laugh out of this picture of us!!

went to church last night for you ashley, the service was for you and was just beautiful. christmas is coming and it's really going to be hard for everyone but we'll try to make it a happy one for alexandria. i still expect you to walk through the door singing your songs and holding "little hoochie". i'm going to see "stoo" this week-end and on monday when i pick up alexandria, we'll stop to again. stoo wants to see alexandria. i miss you so much that some days i just don't want to get up from bed, but i do and i know that you are with me. keep a watch over us and give us strength over christmas, we need it....i love you and will miss letting you open one of you gifts on christmas eve. you always picked the biggest one to open, and you always knew what you were getting, because you peeked...mom

hey i put this pic up boy do i wish i could go back to that day ! i know we got soaked that day bc it started raining but we had fun  love you

i know you see everything ash but i need you right now , now woulda been the time i'd call and ask should i go or should i stay ? i guess i gotta make this decision on my own i know you'll be with me though through everything  i went out to see you the other day everything there looks beautiful ! :) love you

                                                                                   chelse