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| alexandria |
HAPPY MOTHER"S DAY |
May 13, 2012 |
I love Love you Mommie and miss you everyday but I am being a good girl as I grow up. You are so pretty & I am glad that you are my Mommie. xxoxooxoxoxooxoxxxxxooooxoxoxo! Love Alexandria
| mom |
Miss you |
January 11, 2012 |

Seashells remind us that every passing life leaves something beautiful behind, and I thank you Ashley for being my only child who was the joy of my life and giving the world the most precious gift, your daughter ALEXANDRIA. She has your eyes and personality and those who meet her will see you as she smiles. I love you. ^i^
I miss you Mommie and love you so much! When I see the moon I know that you are watching me and I am a good girl....I send lots of kisses to you...
Halloween and Trick or Treat is just around the corner and Alexandria is starting to look like a little jack-o-lantern with all those front teeth missing! Watch for her in this year's parade........can't tell you what she's going to be doing yet.....it's a surprise!
I'm looking at the clock and already thinking back to that day......and the shock and heartache when that call came. We miss you so much......Corn Boy is a young man now and he misses you everyday....he carries your A keyfob as a good luck charm. Alex is such a beauty......thank you and John for giving us such a wonderful gift to cherish......kindergarten is just a few weeks away, I can't believe how the time has flown. Be free like the butterflies......I think of you everytime I see one.....love and miss you much!
LOVE YOU MOMMIE :)
Having read some of the posts on line about the death of my daughter, Ashley,,,I must address two of the comments made about it....from "concerned 102 " & " sunshine 07 "....Yes we do know that all of the girls were drinking that night but the only one responsible for this is the DRIVER.....Did Ashley & Stoo really know how much Kristi was drinking that night, or how long she was out at Hot Z,s drinking & what was she drinking??? No, they did not because Ashley drove herself & friends out there & just happen to see Kristi there.....They weren't even together, Kristi & Ashley, that night....just happen to see each there,,,,,so, maybe Kristi should not have accepted two more passengers in her car that night, knowing how incapable she was in her abilitly to drive back into Columbia, going 70mph down Rt. 462..there was no argument or fight in that car during the ride into Columbia,,,,testimony had been heard by two witnesses who saw how fast the car was being driven & how no break lights were applied once the car was on the sidewalk by the bank, driving staight into the block retaining wall....If a fight was going on in the car....don't you think that the driver would have pulled over & told whoever was fighting to stop or get out....Had my daughter been involved in a fight with Amanda, who was sitting in the front passagner seat, Ashley would have gone through the windshield, face first and she would have had traumatic facial injuries, like Amanda or Stoo, who was behind the driver getting her face crushed by the seat....No, Ashely was thrown from the back seat, between the two front seats and hit her head either on the dash board or steering wheel....When I saw my daughter at the hospital that night, she had no facial injuries, only a small cut on the upper part of her forehead, no other cuts...The doctors confirmed that Ashley was thrown forward, hit her head on the dash or steering wheel and ruptured internal organs causing her death...I do wish Kristi well, which I do know she is doing the best she can,,,and she will live with this for the rest of her life, as we all will....but in truth,,,,any driver of a vehicle, who has passengers in their car, is the only ONE who is in control of that machine....the girls put their trust and life into Kristi's ability to drive that night, regardless of their decision to jump into Krisiti's car...Once they were in, Kristi was RESPONSIBLE, 100%...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ashley,,,,25th today,,,missing you each and every day....I still can't believe that you were taken from us over 3 years ago....It's not fair to Alexandria,,,her birthday wish to you was having you come down from Heaven to be with her....She loves you so much....we all miss you too!!! LOVE YOU XXXOOXOXOXOOOXOXOOOOXXXOXOX
Yesterday was Christmas and as I tried to be happy & enjoy my family,,,what's left of it....I just could not get into that "spirit" of Christmas....The getting ready, shopping, seeing mothers & daughters together, out and about, doing what we use to do is really a reminder of how life can turn ugly and sad in just one second....All this for one day,,,seeing other families enjoy this holiday,,,,how close they are,,,you , Ashley were the glue to our family,,,,now it's fallen apart....I don't know how many of your friends or family truly miss you...did they forget about you or do you still linger in their memories as they find comfort and happiness in their lives..It's hard to live this life without you & I really can't wait till it's my time to go...but until then,,,,I will live this life and enjoy Alexandria as much as I can...
My beautiful Ashely will be missed by many this Holiday....Losing her changed me profoundly & I am differerent now....Her father, myself & others work hard to keep her memory alive, so some don't simply forget who she was....we do this for her daughter, Alexandria...We will never "Get over it" and I know people mean well when they encourage me to get on with my life,,,,,,My life is my life, the future I once thought, has changed. I'm not as outgoing as I was, nor am I quick to laugh & have fun....I am different, accept me as I am now....Much happiness to Ashley's true friends, who really remember her well and miss her too!!!
Today your little girl is a big 5 years old.........I remember seeing so much snow that day and driving likes nuts in a blizzard to get you to that hospital.......and then I saw the snowflakes this morning and knew that you were sending your own special birthday wish to Alex................love and miss ya!
Lots of good and happy memories are in my mind as I think about you on Thanksgiving. Every holiday is sad and bittersweet, but seeing Alexandria growing and doing funny things is the only way I can live my life cause that is your gift to us. We will remember you with a smile on our face and a tear still in our eye. You were a very special & loved daughter, and friend to many. We love you, and Miss you so much....Forever with us....
When we lose children, we lose along with them the lives they led,
The friends who were in their circle, the energy of the age.
Being exposed to young people of the same generation as our children
may prove to be a bittersweet experience for us.......
Somewhere in my heart, beneath all of this pain,
Is a smile I still wear at the sound of your name.
The precious word is "MOTHER". She was my world, you see,
But now my heart is breaking, she's no longer here with me.
GOD chose her for His Angel to watch me from above,
To guide me and advise me and know that I'm still loved.
The day she had to leave me, her life on earth was through,
But GOD had better plans for her for this, I surely knew.
When I think of her kind heart, the memories come to life.
I will never forget you MOMMY you were my whole world, my whole life.
I miss you.......love ALEXANDRIA
A life so young
Released to Heaven....
Left on earth,
We wonder "why"
But some are sent
Among us briefly....
Some have spirits
Meant to
FLY.......... ^i^
I never meant to leave this world alone
I never meant to hurt the ones who care
And though this time I'd thought we'd just grow old
You know, no one said it's fair........
Tell my baby girl that it's alright
I sung my last song today
Remind the Lord to leave his light on for me
I'm free........
I miss you Mommie and love you so much......
WE MISS YOU AND WILL AWAYS REMEMBER THOSE FUN DAYS SPENT ON THE RIVER WITH YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.......I KNOW YOUR GIRLS STILL HAVE YOU IN THEIR HEARTS AND MINDS WHEN THEY ARE ON THAT RIVER, REMEMBERING ALL THE LAUGHABLE TIMES SPENT JUST HANGING OUT AND GOING FOR A FAST AND CRAZY JET SKI RIDE WITH STOO.....MAKING SURE THAT YOUR HAT DIDN'T BLOW OFF AND THE SUN GETTING ON YOUR HEAD AND FACE.....DANCING ON ED'S PONTOON THAT NIGHT AND THEN THOSE GUYS COMING UP TO THE CABIN AT 1:00 IN THE A.M......& ED GIVING THEM THE 3RD DEGREE!!!! I MISS YOU ASHLEY,,,,LOVE YOU,,,,,,,,TIME GOES ON AND MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN.......SO MANY MEMORIES OF YOU AND I WISH I HAD MORE OF THEM.....I SEE YOU IN ALEXANDRIA...SHE IS SO MUCH LIKE YOU......HAPPY FOR THAT GIFT AND SHE LOVES YOU, AND WILL GROW TO BE ALL THAT YOU WANTED HER TO BE.....SHE IS LOVED BY MANY...
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.....just missing you & thinking about the day when you became a mother to your beautiful Alexandria.....What a day that was !!!! You loved her so much & it was such a joy just watching you with Alexandria.....I will always have those memories to live in my heart, but I wanted more....I MISS YOU ^i^
Was cleaning out the hutch today and going through all my pictures, and found one of you and Alexandria on her first easter egg painting spree......different colors everywhere on her little hands and fingers, but boy did she have such fun. Uncle Jar-Jar, Gab and Nanny are having a little visitor today for egg painting.........wish you could be here to see how grown up she's become.......the Easter Bunny has left lots of little prizes for her here..........love ya!
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