Ashley Victoria Jean Wolpert

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ashley,,,,25th today,,,missing you each and every day....I still can't believe that you were taken from us over 3 years ago....It's not fair to Alexandria,,,her birthday wish to you was having you come down from Heaven to be with her....She loves you so much....we all miss you too!!! LOVE YOU XXXOOXOXOXOOOXOXOOOOXXXOXOX

Yesterday was Christmas and as I tried to be happy & enjoy my family,,,what's left of it....I just could not get into that "spirit" of Christmas....The getting ready, shopping, seeing mothers & daughters together, out and about, doing what we use to do is really a reminder of how life can turn ugly and sad in just one second....All this for one day,,,seeing other families enjoy this holiday,,,,how close they are,,,you , Ashley were the glue to our family,,,,now it's fallen apart....I don't know how many of your friends or family truly miss you...did they forget about you or do you still linger in their memories as they find comfort and happiness in their lives..It's hard to live this life without you & I really can't wait till it's my time to go...but until then,,,,I will live this life and enjoy Alexandria as much as I can...

My beautiful Ashely will be missed by many this Holiday....Losing her changed me profoundly & I am differerent now....Her father, myself & others work hard to keep her memory alive, so some don't simply forget who she was....we do this for her daughter, Alexandria...We will never "Get over it" and I know people mean well when they encourage me to get on with my life,,,,,,My life is my life, the future I once thought, has changed. I'm not as outgoing as I was, nor am I quick to laugh & have fun....I am different, accept me as I am now....Much happiness to Ashley's true friends, who really remember her well and miss her too!!!

Today your little girl is a big 5 years old.........I remember seeing so much snow that day and driving likes nuts in a blizzard to get you to that hospital.......and then I saw the snowflakes this morning and knew that you were sending your own special birthday wish to Alex................love and miss ya!

   Lots of good and happy memories are in my mind as I think about you on Thanksgiving.  Every holiday is sad and bittersweet, but seeing Alexandria growing and doing funny things is the only way I can live my life cause that is your gift to us. We will remember you with a smile on our face and a tear still in our eye. You were a very special & loved daughter, and friend to many. We love you, and Miss you so much....Forever with us....

                  When we lose children, we lose along with them the lives they led,

               The friends who were in their circle, the energy of the age.

                   Being exposed to young people of the same generation as our children

                may prove to be a bittersweet experience for us.......

Somewhere in my heart, beneath all of this pain,

Is a smile I still wear at the sound of your name.

The precious word is "MOTHER".  She was my world, you see,

But now my heart is breaking, she's no longer here with me.

GOD chose her for His Angel to watch me from above,

To guide me and advise me and know that I'm still loved.

The day she had to leave me, her life on earth was through,

But GOD had better plans for her for this, I surely knew.

When I think of her kind heart, the memories come to life.

I will never forget you MOMMY you were my whole world, my whole life.

           I miss you.......love ALEXANDRIA

A life so young

        Released to Heaven....

   Left on earth,

        We wonder "why"

But some are sent

        Among us briefly....

    Some have spirits

                     Meant to

                                   FLY.......... ^i^

I never meant to leave this world alone

I never meant to hurt the ones who care

And though this time I'd thought we'd just grow old

You know, no one said it's fair........

Tell my baby girl that it's alright

I sung my last song today

Remind the Lord to leave his light on for me

I'm free........

I miss you Mommie and love you so much......

WE MISS YOU AND WILL AWAYS REMEMBER THOSE FUN DAYS SPENT ON THE RIVER WITH YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.......I KNOW YOUR GIRLS STILL HAVE YOU IN THEIR HEARTS AND MINDS WHEN THEY ARE ON  THAT RIVER, REMEMBERING ALL THE LAUGHABLE TIMES SPENT JUST HANGING OUT AND GOING FOR A FAST AND CRAZY JET SKI RIDE WITH STOO.....MAKING SURE THAT YOUR HAT DIDN'T BLOW OFF AND THE SUN GETTING ON YOUR HEAD AND FACE.....DANCING ON ED'S PONTOON THAT NIGHT AND THEN THOSE GUYS COMING UP TO THE CABIN AT 1:00 IN THE A.M......& ED GIVING THEM THE 3RD DEGREE!!!!  I MISS YOU ASHLEY,,,,LOVE YOU,,,,,,,,TIME GOES ON AND MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN.......SO MANY MEMORIES OF YOU AND I WISH I HAD MORE OF THEM.....I SEE YOU IN ALEXANDRIA...SHE IS SO MUCH LIKE YOU......HAPPY FOR THAT GIFT AND SHE LOVES YOU, AND WILL GROW TO BE ALL THAT YOU WANTED HER TO BE.....SHE IS LOVED BY MANY...

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.....just missing you & thinking about the day when you became a mother to your beautiful Alexandria.....What a day that was !!!! You loved her so much & it was such a joy just watching you with Alexandria.....I will always have those memories to live in my heart, but I wanted more....I MISS YOU ^i^

Was cleaning out the hutch today and going through all my pictures, and found one of you and Alexandria on her first easter egg painting spree......different colors everywhere on her little hands and fingers, but boy did she have such fun.  Uncle Jar-Jar, Gab and Nanny are having a little visitor today for egg painting.........wish you could be here to see how grown up she's become.......the Easter Bunny has left lots of little prizes for her here..........love ya!

SNOW, SNOW, SNOW,,,remembering how much you loved the snow & enjoying snowboarding......only wish that you could be here to play in the snow with Alexandria. We miss you, and still can't believe that you are truly gone.....We love Alexandria so much,,,she reminds me of you in just the way she acts and talks....so funny and she's going to be a beauty too!!! I am so glad to have a her in my life.....LOVE YOU & MISS YOU.^i^

Its been awhile since I have written anything on here..but it has not been awhile since I have thought of you. I wonder what we would be doing and I look at Alexandria and wish you could just see what a beautiful young lady she has become..and be here for her. She is in good hands though your mom loves her so much and she takes very good care of her! I wish she could know you now and know how great of a person and mother you were. I went to baltimore for NYE and it really hit me bc the last time I was there(in that hotel and on NYE) was with you so it brought back a lot of memories from that night! Your mom found a video if you in her camera and showed it to us ..it had you and Alexandria in it...you seemed so happy and you were bouncin her in this laudry basket thing i think it was haha,,it was funny. I wish we could go back in time so this would have never happened. I really miss you sooo soo much I get a sick feeling in my stomach when I think that you are really gone.. til we meet again I will remember you forever my friend. LOVE YOU ASH

                       HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXANDRIA

           Today is my birthday mommie and i wish you were here with me to help me blow out my candles....i miss you, so please give me kisses and hugs from Heaven......you are the best mommie and i will always love you too!!!

Today's your big girl's happy birthday!  She has grown so much and is so very beautiful.  It's hard to look at Alexandria and not see you and John in her face......she's writing her name, trying to read and doing so many other big girl things......I wish you were here to see yourself.  We watched the snowflakes the other day.....and I remember that day four years ago when another snowstorm hit......wondering if we'd ever make it there in time!  Watch over Alex today, and if you get the chance make a star wink for her on this special day.  Love ya!

                                  Let there be memories---

                                  signs that our loved ones

                                     remain near in spirit

                                 long after they're gone....

                                      tender, surprising,

                              heartwarming, and welcome---

                                  a sweet, peaceful promise

                                      that love will live on.........

                                                A.V.J.W.

Went trick or treating with Alexandria last nite....she was so pretty in her blue princess dress.....remembering you in your "Belle princess dress" you loved that dress so much....I found the photo or you and Amy G. on Halloween nite,,,you were a Chinese girl and Amy was that clown that looked like "Pennywise" how funny,,,It brings back all those good memories of you......Miss you so much Ashely,,,,I really can't believe this all happened to you.....taken away before you had time to raise and enjoy your daughter.....I sit in this big house everynite by myself,,,cause Ed is working at nights,,,,and I look around wondering what it would be like if you were still alilve,,,living here with Alex????? Knowing that tonight,,,Halloween,,,you would be dressing up and going out with your friends,,,,,,H is dressing up as her favorite hippie icon,,,,,Janis Joplin,,,,you know her....she loves that Hippie culture.....thanks for visiting me last nite in my dream,,,when i woke up today,,,,i  had to laugh about it,,,,,i love you and miss you every second of my life......Life is not fair but we must life each day the best we can ...I grieve for my loss and for Alexandria's loss too....

Layed in bed this morning, not wanting to get up. Remembering that morning when you were gone. Lots of people still miss you so much. You touch many lives, had many friends and had a great family, but most of all, you were the best mommie to Alexandria. She was your pride and joy in life and she's looking and acting more like you as she grows.  She's so happy and has a beautiful smile. I only wish that she could have known her mommie longer .She needs you Ashley...We need you..       Went out on the river for one last time on Sat.  Stoo had a really good time as well as H, Kelly, Jess, Ashley A and Toka. They miss you so much and know that a little piece of  you is still with them. Kelly needs your advise again so go see her in a dream. We love & miss you forever AVJW ^i^