
Lauren Hoffmaster |
mom |
Lauren Hoffmaster* |
well ashley its around the holidays now almost thanksgiving and then mine and alexandrias birthday. im excited to be able to go to her 2nd bday but you wont be there. your mom said she having it Hello Kitty theme. hahah i like that idea!!. well i know you were so stoked for making it a nice christmas for her this year. i'll try and give her everything that she wants!! but i know she'll have more than that!! i wish that you could be here. theres so much i want to tell you. stoo is doing wonderful! im so glad that shes home. but i still want the old stoo back. losing you is too much and not to have the stoo we know here is totally unbearable. i miss you with all of my heart and i think about you all the time. and cant believe you are not here cuz i feel your presence all the time. take care of everyone. and help me with all my hard struggles and you know what they are... love you cant wait to see you again!! diddy**
I thought you'd like that pic too!! we always had soo much fun!!
alexandria |
mae mae |
ash its getting closer and closer to christmas and it just makes me more and more upset each day to know your not going to be here this christmas eve. so much shit is going on right now and i know your up there watching over me and giving me advice. thank you because i need it.. i need you to keep me strong through all the shit going on. i just really wish u were down here to keep me strong but i just have to think that your my angel up there looking out for me every day. and i always think that one day im gonna see u again, your just gonna be sitting there waiting for me with our beverly hills 90210 dolls with a big smile on ur face. i love you ash!
vikki |
jess baker |
ashley...seeing all these pics of you and how you look so happy in all of them..only shows half of what an amazing and beautiful person you are.you are loved by so many people..and i will always remember you as one of the happiest girls i knew. i will cherish all the memories we had together...and take them with me wherever i go..dont you worry bout that! your daughter is so beautiful and happy..just like you. the song candy rain was on the radio the other day..and it made me think of you..we used to LOVE that song! i think we only played it 100 times over and over! we all talk about you all the time but i am sure you know that. keep shining up there! love you!
chelse |
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free,
I'm following the path God has laid you see.
I took His hand when I heard Him call,
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day,
To laugh, to love, to work, to play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way,
I found that peace at the close of day.
If my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joys
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss,
Oh, yes, these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow,
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I've savored much,
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief,
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your hearts and peace to thee,
God wanted me now, He set me free.
ash i found this on a web page it just reminds me of you
love chelse
jill musser |
lauren hoffmaster |
mom |
Alvin "Chip" Rupp |
I only met you twice, once when you were 6 months old, hanging from your mother's hands; and once when you were 10 years old, just home from school. I'm truly sorry you had to leave this world so soon, but by all that I've been told and read about you, I know that you were a positive force in Life and your memory will enrich the lives of all those you touched.
Rest In Peace and may God Bless You and all those you Love.
mom |
Ashley Aston |
Ash....
Again I sit here thinking about you and how all of this has to be just a bad dream. Almost three months and I still cant cope. Day after day I hear songs that remind me of you and I just sit there and cry. This has truly been the hardest thing I have ever gone through. You were the best friend a girl could have and my heart breaks everytime I think about not having you here anymore. I saw Alexandria the other day, man does she look just like you, she is the most adorable little girl I have ever seen! I know you will always watch over her and take care of her. She is blessed to have such a wonderful mother. I sit here and think your now our Angel in heaven and I cant wait for the day to see you again. You are truly missed and loved Ash by so many people! I promise to always keep you close to my heart and always on my mind. I will never ever forget you no matter how much time passes by. This is so hard for me to say but I guess If you have to be there right now I'm glad you there, in a place with no suffering. I'm trying my hardest to accept this but it is so hard... please be my strenght!!! I love you Ash.......... "Double A" will met again one day!!! Ash & Ash.. They are the memories I will take with my through all the day until I get to see you again!
chels |
Becky Barrett |
alexandria |
Is a smile I still wear At the sound of your name
The precious word is "MOTHER" She was my world, you see,
But now my heart is breaking, she’s no longer here with me.
God chose her for His angel to watch me from above,
To guide me and advise me and know that I'm still loved
The day she had to leave me, her life on earth was through,
But God had better plans for her for this, I surely knew
When I think of her kind heart ,the memories come to life
I will never forget you mommy you were my whole world, my whole life
I miss you mommy
Love,
chelse |
ash i hope you see that i put some pics out at your grave we all miss you very much i know i didnt talk to ya that much b4 you passed but i know you'll watch over cam for me just like you are babygirl , i saw baby girl yesterday and we went through her picture book with all your pictures in it i put one in of you and toni up at h's pool that one day when you were still prego and she points and smiles at it and just so you know she goes through that book every morning and she points to the pics of you your mom john and evryone else and nobody will ever forget about you and for hallooween babygirl hunter and cam man are all being cows just what hunter wanted and baby girl was in her cow outfit and everytime me and becky hunter and babygirl go to hershey we all think of you (remember) dont forget all those times when you hid in you know whos back yard to smoke a cigg hahahaha that was always a trip (do you have spray ?? lol ) well i guees i'll put some more on here later i miss ya girl !
love ,chels
vikki wolpert |
Lauren Kauffman |